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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #30 on: March 09, 2017, 04:29:24 pm »
 I explained to her what it is and she said you can actually be my mom now and I say yeah but then she said she just doesn't want to call me Mom because she doesn't want any thing to remind her of her other mom that she had so she's just going to call me something else and she's just got to think of it but other than that she's happy that of that because now she has sisters and you're still her brother though which can never be taken away but she's just happy that she has me as A parent

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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #31 on: March 09, 2017, 04:31:07 pm »
Unlike you Amber wants to be happy and I can see that so that's why I tell you if you don't want to change your behavior and be happier in life I would never allow you to be around Amber because I'm not going to sacrifice her happiness just because you don't want to be happy as well

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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #32 on: March 09, 2017, 04:34:12 pm »
"It's not that I don't want to be happy.  It's that I gave up on that a long time ago."

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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #33 on: March 09, 2017, 04:37:42 pm »
 Well Jackson this is your time to start your life over because you're in a way better situation than you are we're. you're not in an abusive situation anymore so why would you can contain yourself with being unhappy is what I'm not understanding I'm trying to get you to the point where you are happier and you just won't let me get you there you're fighting and resisting everything that I'm trying to do for you and as long as you continue to do that Longer you won't be around Amber I'm not ever going to allow you to be around Amber when you're controlling and abusive sorry but I'm not

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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #34 on: March 09, 2017, 04:39:48 pm »
*angry*  "I have every right to be."

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« Reply #35 on: March 09, 2017, 04:45:44 pm »
 Trust me Jackson I would never argue again with you a day in my life you say you don't want to be happy you say you have every right to be mad and resist what I'm trying to do for you will then do whatever you feel and I'm going to do whatever I feel and in this situation I get the last say in everything so guess what I really don't care what you want to do how you feel or anything if you don't want to take advantage of what I'm trying to help you with then don't just be here for the rest of your life  trust me I will pay for you to be here OK and if you don't want to be here I have other camps that you can go to I just tried to put you in this one bc this is the best one that I could offer because all the rest of the camps that I know are camps that you do nothing but run all day push-ups dig wholes and be out in the sun all day and wake up at six in the morning and go to bed at 8 PM

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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #36 on: March 09, 2017, 04:47:28 pm »
*pout*

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« Reply #37 on: March 09, 2017, 04:52:15 pm »
 Please tell me why I'm even trying to help a child who is disrespectful who is controlling and abusive to their little sister and who doesn't want to be happy and who doesn't even try to understand why I'm trying to help you why am I talking to you right now how am I here I could be with my own children all of them including Amber now And be doing something with them

 but I'm here trying to be here to help you
Even the children that's not mine like Jenny Samual and the others we could all be out having fun right now but I'm here because I care about Jackson why is that I don't even know myself. Maybe I need to reevaluate my life choices as well.  Because I have kids that I have to take Care OF but I'm here trying to help Jackson out wow I must be a horrible person right?
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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #38 on: March 09, 2017, 04:55:19 pm »
"No.  I'm a horrible person.  At least your trying."

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« Reply #39 on: March 09, 2017, 04:58:05 pm »
 Yeah I am trying incredibly hard but guess what you're making me not even want to try because you're not helping yourself you're not even trying

I mean what type of motivation is that for me

I could just keep you here and I would not have to worry about you anymore but guess what I don't do that.

Why don't I want to do that? oh right! Because I  love you too much

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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #40 on: March 09, 2017, 05:02:08 pm »
*flinches when she says she loves me*  "Why do you love me?"

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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #41 on: March 09, 2017, 05:07:18 pm »
 Because Jackson I just do I love all kids that come and live in my freaking house I just have a big caring heart OK Its  not a crime to love someone. but  I get it  you hate me I guess and I guess I can't do anything right for you so I guess I can just stop trying and just leave you alone  but I really don't want to do that it's just going to hurt me more. But I also know I can't help anyone that doesn't want help and you just don't want help so sad it is for me to say I give up Amber is progressing and that's all that matters so I wish you could progress to but because you don't want to get help or you don't want to help yourself there's nothing I can do I'm sorry I failed you  I try really really hard . but I got to go and check them out of the babies I'm sorry that I couldn't help you I really really am. starts to walk out the door

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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #42 on: March 09, 2017, 05:14:22 pm »
"Please don't stop trying.  I'm sorry I'm so difficult."

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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #43 on: March 09, 2017, 05:15:07 pm »
What do you mean stop trying Jackson you just told me you don't want to brew if you don't want to improve I can't do anything

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Re: Visiting Jackson
« Reply #44 on: March 09, 2017, 05:16:55 pm »
"Make me want to improve."