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Town => All in one fun => Topic started by: MS.China on September 19, 2017, 11:15:58 am
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Shortly after I drop amber and Jenny off back at home from when they left the house with Jackson I go up to the detention center where he is at they tell me I can only have 3 visits with him during the week while he stays there I tell him that's fine and they can bring him out
I go sit in the visiting room and they bring Jackson out with the handcuffs on and the feet cuffs so he cant run away the police helps him sit down and stands directly behind him the whole visit just in case he tries to get violent they are allowed to use mild techniques to hold him down if he gets out of hand and as a punishment they make him sit in a chair where he cant move at all because they strap him down and put him in a room by himself in complete darkness until he calms downs they call it "The time-out room"
((that is actually a real thing they do in these type of programs, my nephew went through that in Real life))
As Jackson Sits down I turn to him and ask him "how are you liking jail life? your actions have put you here. Remember when I told you all actions have consequences? This is what I was talking about I tried to teach you the right things to do so you wouldn't end up here but you wouldn't listen.
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Jackson
*glare at her, hating her because I know she doesn't love me since I can't remembering her doing anything but punishing me and trying to convince me to treat Amber better*
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How do you feel knowing you will be here for a long long time?
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"Like you really do hate me."
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But your actions put you here
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"No. You did, and are trying to blame it on my actions. I'm not surprised. All you ever do is look for faults in me, punish me, and tell me to treat Amber better."
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Okay well I guess you will just be here until you ready to act better
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"Why should I act better?"
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We have went over this soooooo many times
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"Briefly, and it never really made sense."
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I told you but you never try to listen you just argue
You need to act better because you are a kid who deserves a happy life. You keep on acting like you act now then you gone grow up to be just like this but worse way worse. You think abusing Amber is a good thing so when you are an adult you just gonna abuse other women and really end up in jail for the rest of your life
Remember when you told me you wanted to be happy when you grow up?
The life you live as a child will be 100 times worse as an adult if you don't start acting better iv told you this before
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"Amber is a little girl, not a women."
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But she's growing into one you treat girls that are small how you would want a man to treat her when she is a women you don't want a man beating on her or mentally and emotionally abusing her when she's older right?
I don't think you do. But because you do it to her she is going to be used to it and let anyone beat on her and abuse her in any kind of way
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"No she's not. She's only six. Of course not, but I would never allow her to start dating even when she's grown up, so it won't be an issue."
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well she will start dating she is going to grow up find someone she likes and date them shes gonna let them treat her like you treat her because you have taught her
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"That's ridiculous, she's six. Even years from now, if she were to let other men treat her like I do then she would still be listening to me and that means she would not be dating."
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amber is slowly learning not to listen to you jackson you abuse her be mean to her and put her n unsafe situations
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"In other words she's not going to let men abuse her when she grows up. When did I ever put her in unsafe situations?"
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When you made her leave the house
That was super unsafe.
What if someone kidnapped her and Jenny and even you?
You think you can fight off some grown crazy man off when you couldn't even get Kevin off you? No you can't. How were you gonna provide food and water for the girls? Where were you going to get money to make sure they had what they needed
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"You let her go horse riding and make her go to school, and you're telling me what's unsafe."
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But she has adult supervision on the horses and she has to go to school just like all the other children. Even you
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"Well it's not as dangerous as it is for me as it is for her."
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It isn't dangerous Jackson.
I want to know what would have happend if someone kidnapped Amber and Jenny while you so called made them run away what would you have done if you couldn't protect them?
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"Hey. They both agreed to come."
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What would you have done if some crazy big strong men came and took Amber and Jenny and you couldn't protect them
What would you have done???
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"Just focused on protecting Amber. If I died doing so, then so be it."
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But if you died they still would have took Amber they would have just killed you and took Amber and Jenny on
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How were you gonna protect them if you aren't even stronger than Kevin
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"Then at least I would die trying. Amber would be okay. With all the abuse she's survived, she can survive anything. Why do you keep bringing up Kevin. It's not my fault he's stronger then me."
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Because you can't fight a grown man if you can't even fight Kevin
And they probably wouldn't even kill you they probably would just hold you down take the girls and put them in the car and drive off
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"Why would they want them and not me?"
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Because they are girls crazy men raape and sexually assault girls
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"Well Amber's still not in too much danger. Jenny won't put up with that."
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Well Jenny can't fight a grown man either
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"The two of us together could probably take one."
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I promise you couldn't
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"What makes you so sure?"
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Jackson you not strong enough and Jenny isn't strong enough trust me
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"I meant put together."
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Jackson Jenny can barely push the door opem sometimes
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"She seems pretty strong for a little girl. She can saddle a horse herself. Amber can't even lift the saddle."
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Well saddling a horse she has learned to do but sometimes when we go places the doors are kinda heavy she can barely open doors what makes you think she can fight a grown man
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"Well not by herself."
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What makes you think you can fight a grown man and you not ever stronger than me?
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"Well probably not by myself. Not that this really matters, seeing as it was a risk I was willing to take. You're that bad."
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If you can even fight me I'm a women what makes you think you can fight a man
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*angry* "Maybe not. Stop focusing on that and face the fact. The risk is worth it to get away from you."
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But only you should have left and not put Amber or Jenny in danger
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Well I hope you like it in jail bye
*the big policeman pulls Jackson back to his cell and locks him back up*
I decide not to visit for the next week and the day comes for him to be let up they call me and ask me if I'm picking him up I say no I want him to experience life on his own I set up the plan for him to be let out of the program the police will lead him out the door and tell him he is free to go he will always be protected by surrounding police just in disguise they will watch his every move just from an unnoticeable distance Jackson will never be aware that he is protected 24/7*
Police officer:
*walks to Jackson's cell and opens the door* you get to leave today. Change out of your prison jump suit and change into your clothes you arrived in. You have 5 minutes I'll be back *takes his handcuffs off and locks his door back while he changes*
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*excited get ready to leave*
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After five minutes I come back and open the door
"Are you ready?
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"Let's go" I walk him out to the door and lead him outside*
Okay Jackson have a good life. Bye
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*look around in confusion and shock*
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Policeman:
Looks at Jackson* why you looking like that I thought you were excited to leave?
Meanwhile back at home china has moved everyone to her second home while Jackson is "on his own" for the first time because Jackson knows nothing about that house we have moved there since the day he left and will stay for another week*
Back at police station
Policeman
Good bye Jackson! *goes back in the station* *all other police disguised as regular people are all around with out Jackson knowing we have 500 people watching this boy at all times and in different locations spread out widely and some in very strategic places and some in random places just so he won't figure it out*
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"I am." *start walking away, quickly*
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*watches him walk away slowly from the window inside the station and talks in to the radio for the other offices to know "Jackson is on the move"
*calls China*
Policeman
Hey Jackson just left
China
"Okay are you sure he is going to be safe? Y'all got your best people out there right?
Policeman
Yes We even have a small tracker device on his shoe it's in the bottom of the shoe but it's very small and he will not notice it blends in with the shoe so it just looks like it's part of the design it's just a small white dot on the bottom it can not be removed it's locked on it makes no sound or anything we also have one in his bag hidden and sewn into the bag it's a very small dot he would never notice it and it's also locked he could not remove it there are many people around following him at a very distant perspective we have cameras everywhere around this town so we can see him wherever on this screen you will also have a monitor where u can see him just like we can
China
Okay cool thanks for watching him talk to you later
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Hangs up the phone and goes about the day the other policeman brings me the monitor of where I can see Jackson I say thanks and puts it in a very high place where non of the children can find it or even reach even if they stand on chairs or anything like that
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*wonder how I'm possibly supposed to get to Amber, and suspect that Ms. China as decided to abandon me and keep Amber away from me, see a bride and go and start climbing onto the rail*
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a few hours go by and i go sit in my room and watch jackson on the screen i lock my door so no one comes in*
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*lean over the edge of the rail, start to let go*
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Undercover person walks by and when he lets go and falls the man catches him
"Why did you fall off this thing? You could have been hurt don't try stuff like that
*he puts the boy down and walks away
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*do it again, fall to the ground, scream in pain when bones break but I remain alive*
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*Ambulance happens to drive by they see Jackson lying on the ground the paramedic gets out and helps Jackson and brings him to the hospital*
Paramedic
The doctor will get you X-ray and see if you broke something then you should be ok after they put a cast on you
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Jackson
*cooperate, but don't try to hide my anger*
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After about two hours the doctors have X-rayed and checked everything
Doctor: okay Jackson you didn't actually brake anything it just feels that way
You just sprained your arm the important of the fall popped your arm out of it's usual place and it will just take a few days to heal. But you will be fine. The cast we placed on your arm will help the pain also it will keep you from moving your arm to much so it can heal properly.
Your medical bills are 300 dollars
That's for the X-rays and the cast
Will you be paying in cash?
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*appalled* "No. I won't be paying anything. I never asked you guys to pick me up and treat me."
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Well if you would not have gotten treated then you arm would have got in serious worse condition you should be glad we found you when we did if not your pain would have gotten worse each day you would not have liked it
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"No. I would have gone back up and jumped off again, until I was dead."
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Oh well if you want to kill yourself then we will have to put you in a suicide hold
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"What's that?"
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Basically it's a prevention method for people who want to kill themselves
You will be supervised at all times so we can make sure you don't hurt yourself
Why you want to die anyway?
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"Nobody cares about me, except my little sister who I might never see again."
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Why you think no one cares?
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"Everyone hates me."
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Does everyone hate you or do you hate everybody?
Before you answer think about it carefully
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"Both."
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Well if you hate everybody that means you don't even give the others the chance to help you because you already hate them
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"Well everybody is a bit of an exaggeration. Some people are okay, but most people really do hate me."
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I guess the thing you have to figure out is do you really give people the chance to help you or do you shut them out immediately because you don't want things to change
But that's for you to think about.
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"I've tried, but they're so mean to me."
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Exactly how? What do you do to make them mean? And who is so mean to you anyway?
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"Ms. China. She's mean to me no matter what I do."
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Well when she is mean to you what do you do to cause it?
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"I don't know. Why does it matter. She's the one being mean."
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Well people usually aren't mean for no reason Jackson when she is mean what did you do?
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"I already told you that she's mean to me no matter what I do. In other words, constantly. I think it's because she wants my baby sister all to herself."
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Why do you think that
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"Because she is, and she keeps on getting meaner. Why don't you believe, and how is this any of your business anyway?"
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Not saying it's my business I was just letting you express your feelings I mean I believe you but I also know someone isn't just mean for no reason I think it's something you aren't telling me
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*really unable to think of anything related to this that I'm not telling him* "No."
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Hmmm... okay. If you say so well I'm going to tell you this
There isn't a lot of people in this world who cares about others and tries to help them so if this china person has really been trying to help you and your sister and you have been pushing her away my advice would be to stop doing that you need to be happy she has you and your sister so u guys are safe. I'm done lecturing though you just think about it okay? The nurse will be right with you
*doctor walks out*
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*yell* "She hasn't. Why would you think she is?"
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I don't know kid I just said if that's for you to decide *walks to his office*
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*pouts*
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Nurse
Okay Jackson what do you want to do because we can't leave you by yourself seeing how you want to kill yourself
Do you want to stay here in suicide hold or do you want to see if we can get in touch with I guess the lady you live with now?
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"There's two women who I live with. Could you call Ms. Womzie. I don't think she hates me, at least not as much as Ms. China does."
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Okay I'll try to get in touch with her
*looks in the records finds only china listed as the primary contact secondary is womzie so I dial the number knowing that we are supposed to call primary first because primary contact is who is actually in charge of the child*
The phone rings I wait for an answer
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*stare at the wall*
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The phone rings and goes to voicemail I hang up and dial China
The phone rings I hear an answer
China
Hello?
Nurse
Hi my name is Jen I'm a nurse from the medical hospital. Jackson has been brought in and he need to be on suicide watch. I gave him the choice of staying at the hospital or getting in contact with his legal guardian.
China:
Okay.... I mean Jackson makes it pretty clear that all he wants is to get away from me so I decided to let him experience the world by himself. Jackson literally hates me any and everything I tell him he rejects it I am the one who has been making sure he has food clothes water shelter things he wants and needs but he literally is ungrateful for everything. He says I hate him but I don't I do punish him when he does wrong he is mean to his sister he has even sexually abused her he hits her he pins her down he calls her stupid and his sister just lets him do whatever he wants to her because she is scared of him. She just lets Jackson do anything and everything she cries she's get sad but she constantly says it's ok Jackson is the best person ever he can do anything he wants to me because he says he is in charge of me. Amber does not understand that he is not supposed to be doing things like that to her. I on the other hand understand that and I won't allow him to do that stuff to Amber and really that's all he ever gets in trouble about. He is very argumentative and disrespectful he doesn't listen to a word I say he constantly shows me that he hates me so I mean what else am I suppose to do? He don't want to be around me he hates me. Yes it hurts me deeply but I have other children here to worry about Jackson even threatens to hurt other children in this house. I won't let that happen. So if Jackson wants to experience the world on his own I'll let him eventually he will understand how hard it is to live in this world and he will understand that he can't do everything by his self he is a kid and needs to understand that he is not able to be independent yet. He needs to learn that the people that are put in his life that actually care about him he don't need to push them away because it's a lot of people in this world that won't give a crap about him dead or alive. I need him to go through some event that he realizes that I am good to him and he needs me to help him he needs to understand I do care about him but Jackson needs to go through something that he is going to realize that on his own and not me just telling him. So Jackson has the choice he can stay there or just go do what ever I guess when he really wants to come back home I welcome him with open arms until then he just gonna have to figure it out I guess
Nurse: oh I didn't know that he did all that i will go tell him what you said and call you back *hangs up*
*goes back in the room and tells Jackson everything China said*
After telling him the gist of the conversation I ask so what do you think about what she said?
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Jackson
"She's told me that she cares about me and loves me many times, but she's ever shown me is that she hates me."
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You sexually abuse your sister you are mean to her you disrespect china all you ever shown her was u hate her 2 so I don't think she hates you but you do a lot of things wrong so don't just put it all on her Jackson it's not fair
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"I never sexually abused my sister. She completely made that up. The first day I met her, she was nice to me and I ended up giving her a hug, but then she started trying to keep me away from my sister and punishing me for every little thing. I was nice to her when she was planning my sisters birthday party, but that was the only time she was remotly nice to me since then."
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So you didn't make your sister get naked and touch all over her l???
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"I was imprinting her, not abusing her. I don't even know what sex is."
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That's sexual abuse
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Touching a girl like that is sexual abuse
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"She's my sister."
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That's still sexual abuse and it makes it worse that's it your sister
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"How does being her brother make it worse?"
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Because it goes into another category called incest
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"I don't know what that is?"
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It's basically sexual abuse by a family member
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"Which is worse, how?"
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It's a lot worse because family is supposed to be trusted by each other and if you really hurt your family in that way that's worse and it could be more jail time then just sexual abuse committed by some random person
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"I can't touch Amber because we're family, but our mom can beat her."
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Your mom was wrong to beat you she isn't supposed to she should go to jail
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"She never beat me. She just beat Amber. Obviously she shouldn't go to jail, or she would have?"
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Well if no one reported it to police then they wouldn't know but that's called child abuse and when you abuse children you go to jail
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"Then why didn't she?"
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No one reported it
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"No one ever knew about it except me and Amber, who don't consider it wrong, and Ms. China."
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Exactly that's why she didn't go to jail no one knew
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"Are you lying about it being wrong, or do you not care about Amber either?"
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I'm telling you the truth
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I think if you really think about it you will see it's wrong too.
If you really care about Amber then you wouldn't want her in pain
When someone beats you it hurts very bad right? Well imagine having to go through that pain every day all the time. You wouldn't want Amber to go through that. So when I tell you it's wrong I'm really telling you the truth. I promise you it's wrong.
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I haven't
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(Still talking to the nurse)
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"Well, Ms. China hurts me."
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She said she spanks you for doing wrong things that's not abuse abuse is beating or saying negative things to you for absolutely no reason at any time just because they can
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"I only hurt my sister for doing wrong things."
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But you aren't in a position to punish her especially not sexually you can teach her to do the right things but punishing her is for an adult to decide you are just a kid
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"If she can physically harm children, then I can physically harm younger children."
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That's bullying tho for you see adults that are raising you can give u a punishment if you are out of line but you hurting your sister is bullying
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"That really does not make sense."
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Okay well when she punishes you she teaching you that there are consequences for your actions.
She always explains why she is giving you the punishment so u can know exactly what you did wrong and why you got punished.
She only does it when you do something wrong
Your mom did it to Amber any time she wanted so it was abuse even if Amber didn't do anything wrong she would still beat her so that's why it was wrong China does it because she needs to punish you for doing something wrong and she explains it then it's all out of love your mom did it out of spite just because she could so that's the difference between China and your mom.
You are a child so you're not really in a position to punish someone especially not your sister
you are supposed to love and protect your sister and teach her positive things and help her grow up punishing her is not a good way to do that because you're making her scared of you and you really make her not trust you even though she says she does it's just because she's very scared of you and that's not a good thing you're her brother you want her to feel like she can come to you and tell you anything and talk about problems and you know you should make her feel like you can help her through things
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"So basically she's trying to scare me into submission, like my mother would."
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No punishments are used to correct the behavior
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"With fear."
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No. She explains to you why you are being punished and then punishes you for it. When u say you understand what you got in trouble for then you go back and do it again then you get punished again because you didn't learn from the first time
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"She did, but that fact doesn't change it."
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The point of explaining is that u understand why you in trouble and so you know not to do it again
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*realize that she's not even trying to understand, so I just stop trying to explain and don't say anything*
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So you think you shouldn't get in trouble at all basically
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*don't bother explaining that that's not the case, because I know she won't listen*
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Well tell me what you're trying to say because I don't get it just be straight out with it just say what you're trying to say don't beat around the bush just say it because I don't understand what you're saying you have to put it into the simplest terms for me
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"I already did."
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But I don't get it
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"That's because you were not paying attention to what I said. How is my relationship with Ms. China any one you business anyway?" *sigh* "Could I just go home?"
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I'm just trying to help you kinda understand why she does what she do.
I was paying attention to you I was just trying to let u see both sides to the story that all and you going home is up to you like china said if you are willing to start trying to behave a little better you can go home
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*know she's lying, because she was clearly only pretending to try to see my side, nod she she says to behave better although I don't know if I will or not*
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Okay I'll call and let her know
25 minutes later china walks in a looks at Jackson*
Hello
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Jackson
*glare at her, and get up to leave*
*continues in "The End": http://childlikemind.createaforum.com/upstairs/the-end/msg7833/#new*