childlikemind
HOUSE => Upstairs => Ms.Chinas room => Topic started by: neigh on September 19, 2017, 02:57:24 pm
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Alison
"Um... Ms. China, could you tell me what school is going to be like?"
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It's just going to be like a normal school. You will have some teachers that will teach you things it will be other students in your class so it won't be just you and you will have assignments to do homework too and that's pretty much it you go to class so your work eat lunch get your homework assignments and come home it's not anything that you can't do it's pretty much like homeschool but just a lot of other kids learning what you learn too
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"What's homework?"
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Home work is work you have to do at home and bring back the next day
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"Actual school sounds like a lot of work."
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It is
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Alison
*looks scared, not thinking I can do it*
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You can do it it's just gonna take more work
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"What are the other kids like?"
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They are just other kids. Just like Jenny Amber Niya Miya ally Bri Samuel Jackson Kevin you been living with other kids they are just kids everyone has different personalities you will meet new people and probably make some friends
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"How am I going to have time for Andrew?"
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You will have time but you are going to have to do your school work. School is the key to success when you grow up you are going to have to go to college to get a degree so you can get a very good paying job so you can provide for Andrew
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"My mother says that I can't ever go to collage."
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Well college is very expensive she probably just didn't have the money. You have a baby now if you don't go then Andrew won't have have very good life because you will be living from paycheck to pay check spending every bit of money you make on bills and food you won't be able to do anything extra
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"No. My brother was going to go to collage. She says I can't because I'm too dumb."
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Why do you believe her dang I get tired of kids around here not standing up for themselves you believe anything negative somebody tell you stop doing that
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"Of course I believe her. She's my mom."
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Ughhhhhhh okay yeah you dumb sure whatever believe what you want I'm done trying to convince kids they smart d too damnn frustrating fine
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*start to cry* "I'm sorry. I want to believe I'm not but I can't. The only two humans who knew me very well both claimed I was dumb. What do you know about me?"
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Whateverrrrrrrrrrrr you want to believe two people who were mean to you who said negative things to you anddddd someone who even sexually abused you to the point you had a baby!!! Then someone like me comes around I try to take care of you AND Andrew give you and him everything y'all need I try to tell you positive things about yourself and you just don't want to hear nothing yoi just want to listen to and believe the negative abusive people in your life!
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"I'm sorry. Thank you for all you've done for us. I want to believe you. I really do. Just... How do you know?"
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Everybody has the ability to be smart. You just have to work hard and apply yourself no one is dumb unless you don't try to be smart
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*shocked* "Really?"
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Yes really
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"I'm sorry I'm so whiny and annoying."
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You aren't annoying you just need to stop believing negative stuff only focus on the positive
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*sadly* "What is the positive?"
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You should not listen to the people that tear you done but the people that love you and try to build you up
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"Andrew loved me. Mama used to, and she determined that I was dumb back when she still did."
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Well don't let people tear you done
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*wish it were that simple*
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Well I can't convince you. You have to figure that out for yourself if you keep on defeating yourself then you will always feel depressed
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"I'm not depressed."
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Well you will always feel bad about yourself
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"I thought you didn't want me to feel bad about myself." *thinking that telling me I will feel bad about myself makes me do just that*
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I don't but you believe that you dumb because you're mom said so but she was telling you negative things
You only believe negative stuff and that makes you feel bad about yourself the longer you believe negative stuff then the longer you will keep feeling bad
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"Well. It's just... How am I good enough for Andrew?"
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Iv already told you all you have to do is seriously love Andrew and do the best you can with him. I told you once you should have taken the positive critique and applied it you shouldn't question positivity u should just embrace it
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"I keep upsetting him."
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Okay? That's because you cry all the time stop crying around him go away from him and do that
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"I try not too. Really I do."
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But you don't get up and go somewhere else. You will sit there and cry right next to him when he sleep
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"But, he usually gets upset before I can leave*
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because you start crying before you leave you need to be very quiet and not be upset around him at all he be sleep so he wouldn't know u upset if u get up and leave out the room and do all that
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"but then I don't know I'm upset yet"
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Okay well then we can just let him sleep in my room instead because you aren't even saying you will try to not be upset around him you just keep on making more and more excuses
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*scared* "I want to try. I just don't know how."
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You need to stop making excuses and start saying i will do better I don't want to hear all this negative stuff and excuses
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"I'll try I just don't know how."
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"I'll try to figure it out. What do they teach in regular school?"
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Pretty much the same stuff that you learn in home school like English math science history
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*confused* "My mother stopped teaching me those subjects because she says I know as much of them as I will ever need. Now mostly teaches me Cooking, Sewing, Housekeeping, and Gardening. She recently started teaches me infant care and before I was pregnant there was Horsemanship."
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Well in school you learn more about math science reading history all that so it's gonna be a challenge but you will have to push through it
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"But my Mom said I won't need to know any more then the basics of those subjects, which I already do."
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You are going to need more
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"For what?"