childlikemind

Well Jackson she is growing up and she has to learn to do these things herself it’s an amazing thing and she will definitely be learning a lot here. You should be very happy she is improving herself and learning. It’s great!

Why do you say that ?

Good job! Look horsie is proud of you too. Okay let’s go show Jackson you did it. *gives her horsie back and opens the door and sees Jackson sitting by the door* Hey Jackson

Ummmmm Why?

Okay. *Watches as he walks away and looks at Ms.Womzie* “So what’s been going on out here”

Girl that’s when you stand up and say no don’t take him from me I will learn to be a better mom. Period point blank. Don’t sit there and be selfish and not try to fight for your child if you can’t stop trying to make it all about you the that’s selfish you have a child now grown up and understand that now all your decisions will be made of of what is best for Andrew

I know sweetie he didn’t lie maybe he just forgot that farmers have them too I think ms womzie has a farm I think that’s why she has her horses

Girl do you really think I would allow someone to take Andrew? No I won’t unless you really don’t want to be him Mom anymore. That’s why it’s something called adoption. But if you are willing to be his mother step up and learn how to be a mom and understand that you will make mistakes here and there but it don’t matter no one is perfect just realize you aren’t in this alone I am your support system I’ll be helping you every step of the way every body needs help and that’s okay it’s a part of life.

But you have to realize that you cannot sit there and feel sorry for yourself And want to cut yourself or anything you have a baby to be worried about now is not about you anymore everything now is about Andrew.

Will this benefit Andrew? will this help Andrew? It’s just Andrew Andrew Andrew now. these are the questions you have to ask yourself now  with every decision you make it’s not about you anymore you cannot be selfish it’s all about him.  When You have children you have to make sacrifices and you have to just think about that child in everything you do.

It’s time to grow up now and start learning how to be a mom and knowing that you are not going to know what to do all the time it’s okay to have help.